Annliezel Bautista

Kembali Ada hari normal Ada hari nyaris jadi gila Ada hari boleh terima Ada hari bagai terseksa. Ada hari ingin mempertikaikan Kenapa? Mengapa? Ada hari ingin berlapang dada dengan segalanya. Andai waktu boleh diputar kembali Banyak hal yang ingin aku perbaiki Banyak orang yang tidak ingin aku kenali.  -N-

R.I.N.D.U Dilan :  Memang tidak salah untuk berharap, tapi harus tahu kapan berhenti. Milea : Jika aku tahu cara untuk berhenti, sejak kemarin aku sudah berhenti.  Benar kata Dilan, rindu itu berat.  Rindu pada kenangan, bukan kepada orangnya. 

Chains. You're trapped by chains of love of hope for a return. Break free. But don't throw away the sorrow & pain. Keep it as a chapter in your journey. -N-

Little Girl. Today i am 32, Soon i'll be 33.  I lost her at 7, Was raised by anger in loneliness. Its been decades, Where was that little girl again?  -N-

S.O.S What's the bravest thing you've ever said? Help. Asking for help to resew my scattered heart.  -N-

Melancholic . Used to say you mean the world to me. But i didn't see it coming. I took time to love you, But it took everything i had to forget you. I didn't regret how you betrayed me. I regret how i can no longer trust anybody. The world i wish i would live, Collapse on me.  Do you feel the sadness? Do you feel the pain in every beat of my wistful smile? Screaming in silence, Lost in the clouds of messy laughs. -N-

Monster & Me. Me, a monster. in theirs story to others.  But they forget to mentioned, in which chapter they created this monster.  Yes, i was in love. With a person holding a knife to my heart. Yet, i am the monster.  And so, With my shattered soul, I'll leave you be.  -N-

"I miss my own beautiful smile." What happened to you, to be carrying such grief? They asked.  Above all wonderful things I could ever wanted, right now I just want a peace inside my head and the smile I lost for a quite long time. I hope and i pray, I will always have someone who can read the untold stories behind my eyes. -N-

Happy New Year, 2024.  Thanks to those who have been loudly or even silently supporting me. I hope everything goes well for you too. To that person who normally checks on me. Your "how are u? Are u doing ok? Be strong" will always have a special place in my heart. Sorry to every single soul that i have accidentally hurted, offended & wronged intentionally & unintentionally.  Last but not least, from river to the sea let us continue to pray that palestine will be free.  May Allah forgive us & may we all live with pure heart. Allahuma Ameen. ❤️ -N-