Annliezel Bautista

Once you have seen the truth you must make the decision to let go of the pain, anger, and resentment you have been holding on to. This requires you to take action. If you are attached to your pain, resentment, and self-righteousness, and addicted to your emotional reactions, this will be a difficult step for you. Taking action requires letting go of the very thing you have been holding on to for so many years.There is comfort in what we find familiar,even if we are experiencing pain and suffering.The pain and suffering itself becomes the familiarity we seek. It takes absolute faith in yourself plus courage, will, and discipline to let go. But once you let go, it will be as if the weight of the world has been taken off your shoulders. In this process it is important to forgive not just the others in our lives, but also ourselves. For most people, giving ourselves the gift of forgiveness is very challenging.

Kereta dihentikan betul-betul di hadapan rumah. Pintu pagar automatiknya terbuka. Perlahan kereta dihalakan ke dalam garaj. “Horey!  Papa balik!” Kelihatan anak-anaknya berlari mengiringi keretanya. “Tepi! Bahaya tau tak?” Jeritnya. Anak-anak termanggu. Cahaya kegembiraan di wajah mereka pudar. “Aimin bawa adik ke belakang.” Arahnya pada anak yang sulong. Pulangnya petang itu disambut dingin oleh anak-anak. Isterinya turut terdiam bila mendengar anak-anak mengadu tentang papa mereka. “Papa penat. Aimin bawa adik mandi dulu. Mama siapkan minum petang. Lepas minum papa mesti nak main bola dengan kita,” pujuk Laila. Dia yang mendengar di ruang tamu hanya mendengus. Seketika kemudian terdengar hilai tawa anak-anaknya di bilik mandi. Dia bangun. “Hah! Main air. Bil bulan ini papa kena bayar dekat seratus. Cepat! Tutup paip tu! Buka shower!” Sergahnya. Suara yang bergema mematikan tawa anak-anaknya. “Asal saya balik rumah mesti bersepah. Kain baju berselerak. Apa awak makan tidur aje ke dudu

when someone ask me when i'll get married. i answered,  "ask God. don't ask me."  :)  4 me, marriage is a huge responsiblity. im a fresh graduate n i've just started my career, i dont even have my own car n home yet (not like d others,depend on their parents to buy them car n other things) i still have a long journey of life. i want my own car, my own home n other things,buy with my own money,my hard-earned. not to forget, my parents also need my care ( susah payah dorang bangun masakkan aku bekal,urus makan pakai aku,hantar ambil aku p kerja. thanx mumy dady.= smpai aku d gelar anak manja ) secondly is, yaa..most of u know that im a christian, n my bf is muslim right? u got the point there. i need to do few steps for becoming the new family of muslim before i get married. i have to make a  hard decision in my life just for a marriage. ( kalau jodoh aku sma c dia,amin ^__^  ) so, the point is, its not easy to get married. im pretty sure if i have n do all th