Hi peepz. its been such a long time since my last post. i constantly wonder how my life looks in other's people eyes. Do they think i have it easy? Do they think i have nothing going on for myself? or are they fascinated with who i am? The thing is that people are so quick to judge nowadays. U only see a person from what they want & allow u to see. I always try to look as put together as i can, & i guess that's my way of hiding the truth. It's just the way that everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay, that i never go through anything. If only everyone knew how broken i am, & how i am holding on for dear life on this last strand taht recently become very delicate.the truth is, no one really knows me. No one will ever know me, & sometimes that scares me, because no one will ever know why i am the way i am.