Annliezel Bautista

hoLa peepz! 3 ari berturut2 ne aku mimpi buruk. pelik pla. baru tu, semua menakutkn n semua meninggalkan persoalan. 1st day aku mimpi something yg bkaitan dgn dua belah family. then, drg cm saling menyalahkan kami berdua. pastu , kawan pn ada terlibat sama. yg ne complicated la mau cerita.huhu tapi betul2 menakutkan.  2nd day, aku mimpi dada aku di kerat. rasa sakit yang melampau ne. macam time 2 aku betul2 ada dalam situasi tu n aku nmpak n rasa sendiri pisau tu d cucuk. muka org yg cucuk aku tu, aku langsung nda igt.  Paling sandi, orang sekeliling cm nda nampak ne. kiranya, aku ja sendiri2 kesakitan, darah banyak mengalir. Bila di sedar, baru la d bawa p hospital. then d jait. kesan parut pn masi aku igt d kpala otak aku ne. tym aku tebangun dr tidur pn masi lae trasa sakit tu. 3rd day, aku mimpi dikejar orang jahat. mula2 aku dapat lari. tapi tba2 datang lagi org jahat tu p kejar aku. sampai la aku xcident. muka org jahat tu pn aku x nmpk. dia just pakai baju puti

so... ramai yg mau tau kn cmna mau kc cantik 2 fb... bosan ba kn lau itam putih ja .. btaun2 itu ja style dia.. btw, thanx juga la tuk pembuatnya coz mengasi cool lagi fb ne.. hehe.. Step 1 ~ FB REFRESH Fb refresh ni utk yg di depan. tempat login tu. Contohnya gini : 1st ~ pastikan chrome saja yg bleh guna benda ne. 2nd~ search d Google, Fb Refresh 3rd ~ install, then ikut la langkah2 yg dia ajar tu. 4th ~ mau set gambar, Setting - Extension - Upload pic - Save Step 2 ~ FB STYLISH yg ne pn smart juga. tp ak x brapa suka coz time aku install dlu, bikin sakit mata. hehe. tp spa2 yg bminat tu, try ja. byk theme bleh pilih.search ja FB THEME.. Contoh,  sama jua ceritanya ne cm d atas... install, setting, extension & save . PM ja if confuse ka paning2 ka.. :) Gudluck ! ^^

bru ja happy2 dapat luluz penuh on 10th december, then yesterday, 11th december, dapat call frm one of the biggest company in labuan, telling me to go for an interview on saturday.. guess what? i just like??? OH MY GOD!!! i cant believe it! i was just so excited on that time. maybe, juz my luck kn...bukan alang2 org bilang....haha.. Thanx God :) a very million thanx. but that's not d end. blum abiz lae cerita kawan.. haha.. this company is not as easy as we thought. not only they want a good result or anything that every graduate thought when searching for a job. before the interview, we need to take a test first. yaa,, juz like the final exam..likely.. huhu.. if pass the test, then we can go to stage 2. an interview. suddenly, my excitement slowly fade away.hahaha.. well, now.. 3 more days to go. i need to well prepare. need to study for the basic mechanical, once again. igt lepaz suda dr mecha things bla bla bla bla ne... o damn,,,, huhuhuuhu Lastly, i really need my luck o

Thanx God, sgala persoalan 2 mggu ne tjawab juga.. nda sgka aku luluz penuh. berakhir lah suda perjuangan 3 taun ku d POLITEKNIK KOTA KINABALU sbg student Diploma Kejuruteraan Mekanikal..  happy gilak!! haha... akhirnya.. nda sia2 usaha ku slama ne... mungkin dlu ak pna kecundang,, besa la,, zaman remaja.. hoho... nda pa,, yg pnting sgala ksilapan dlu d tebus .. target pointer pn dapat.. nda pna jatuh.. truzzz naik... yeahaaaaa... !!! still excited but bsyukur sgt2 dgn result ku... thanx tuk suma.. especially parents, thanx 4 ur bless. thanx 2 lecturer. sama kawan2 juga yg sama2 blajar sma aku spnjang 3 taun ne... :) pas ne, plan cari keja.. arap2 dapat.. mau balaz budi parents lagi... God, bless me. Amen.

Stop lying to yourself. You can lie to anyone else in the world , but u can't lie t o yourself .   Our lives improve only when we take chances , and the first and most difficult chance we can take is to be honest with ourselves.

Stop spending time with the wrong people.   Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you.  If someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you.   You shouldn’t have to fight for a spot.  Never ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth.    And remember, it’s not the people that stand by your side when you’re at your best, but the ones who stand beside you when you’re at your worst that are your true friends. p/s : self reminded. take note :)

yap.. on my way tuk buat jurnal bout my cerr2 spnjang brada d poly. :) spa2 yg tmasuk wataknya 2, if ada yg mnyakitkn ati, mnta maaf byk2.. dun wory. im only telling d truth ja nnt, tda yg jahat2.  memory perlu d smpan, bg sy, perlu d ilhamkn supaya pengalaman yg buruk d jadikan pengajaran n pengalaman yg baik d jadkan pedoman. have a nice thursday guys! n gudluck to dkm 6 people 4 d last paper diz saturday. fighting!

i really do not give a shit anymore. Think what u think, believe what u want.. the worst mistake i've made in my life is letting people stay in my life longer than they deserve.

hmm.. penat dalam minggu ne menyelesaikan segala masalah bkaitan projek akhir.. thanx God td semua bjalan lancar untuk pembentangan kelas DKM 6C.. congrates all of u... besa la 2 komen2 panel kadang2 ada yg menyakitkan hati... dlm fikiran kita, drg ne cakap n marah ja lebih tp drg x pkir penat kita buat projek 2 kn,, susa payah kita buat yg tbaik tp drg senang2 ja timbak... tiapa.. kita manusia biasa,,, drg cuma menjalankan tanggungjawab yg d bagi.. btw,, ok apa pmbentangan klaz kita suma..  syukur la nak... pasne kta tggu result ja k.. untuk my group members, katam, ongkol, hana, bal, nick.. thanx guys. u did the great job.. n i was so proud of u.. pa2 hal yg mnyakitkan hati spnjg kita menjalankn projek 2, maaf n lupa ja k.. haha.. untuk jkm yg len,, tahniah juga k.. pasne kita fokus final pla :) k nite.

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gudbye september 2012.. u've been really nice to me over this 30days... my memories on ur month  will stay forever. hello october. please be nice to me.. but damn, so many assignment has not be done yet. x lma lae final... bru 2 final last sem lae,, adui.. projek.. proposal... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh..... stressnya aku.......... tarik nafas panjang2.. hembuuuussssss..... keep calm n gambate ! hahaha kimaknya c bby ne.. merepek syak lebih.. ( gila ckp diri sndri kimak hohohohoho ) nda pa... pa2 hal bleh settle pnya.. masi muda ba ne kn... truskan syak perjuangan...  ok bye. p/s = I HATE MONDAY

hola peepz.. jumaat ne hari yg di nanti2 kn stiap student kn.. besa la..hujung mggu.. :) awal pagi lae kuiz.. ntah la lecturer 2...asal kami bengong ckit, truz cara dia blaz dendam bg kami kuiz... haha.. cmna juga... itu ja d tekan kn... walhal, bukan suma student bleh paam chapter yg sma ja.. byk lae chapter bleh d ajar tp smpai skrg mau habiz poly suda blum lae masuk chapter 3.. haaiiiirraaann saya...  suda la ak ne buduh chapter tu..2 jua dia tekankan..antam syak la... tym klaz kdm (mechanic of machines) td, doi,,kebingungan ak mncari calculator ...padahal ampai2 ja d atas meja... blurr ne truz.. suda la clculator 2 dr tingkatan 3 lae ak pakai,, syg 2 gila lau hilang. baru 2 yg paling lucu, ak p smbrg ja tuduh c esham sama c joe,, haha.. cmna,. ak tnya drg, drg buat muka bsalah btul ne... ktawa truz ba..jd spa jua x syak wasangka kn lau org buat muka curiga... hahah... skali rupanya c josue sma c hisham pla yg p tapuk,,,astaga,,,, muka good boy ba yg kc prank ak ne... pnya sand

hola peepz ! my best girlfriend ( besfren since skul menengah ) called me n asked me cmna pjuk llaki yg merajuk @ sakit ati .. haha soalan ka juga ne atau apa... huhu.. tpikir jua ak, napa ak yg d tnya,... padahal ak pling noob la pjuk llaki.. nda besa mau pjuk2 llaki.. mayb gara2 attitude ak kali smpai boyfren pn nda smpt mau mrajuk.. tiap kali kapel, ak yg paling kuat merajuk.. so, what's d big deal? haha... accept la aku as i am. so, i juz told her 2 ignore d boy 4  a while but she can't. she said, "ak takut dia mau putus kawan sama aku gara2 tlmpau sakit ati "  prenn, l laki bgitu llaki yg btrep lebih syak ... gara2 itu mau putus kawan, apa lae lau suda kapel kn. n then i told her 2 apologise.. she did,, dia buat lae kad mnta sory..bg coklat lae..stakat memujuk llaki 2 ja ( eh, romantiknya prenn ak ne.. spatutnya llaki yg buat gini ba lau pjuk ppuan )but d boy still buat derkk... sgaja ba ko kn boy.. maka suda 24 taun .. ( hahahahahahahahahahahahaah ) :p

Be Sure To Test Your Words Before You Spit Them Out.

hola peepz,, ada la ne cer best d klaz,,, ada clazmate ak ne nama dia W.. ( x bleh gtau nama sbenar ) haha.. kpala dia sbnarnya sumpak... pna luka ba 2 kpala dia 2 la x bleh tumbuh rmbut suda d bhagian 2,,, tp paling lucu bentuk sumpaknya 2 cam tempat masuk duit d tabung.. haha .. jd kegilaan clazmate ku c R ne p olok2 dia ne.,, bleh kuar duit kunun,... smpai jd imaginasi  kami ba bila dia ckp " ko bygkan kalau dia tidur dia guyang ckit kpala dia, ada bunyi syiling 2" hahaha,,,, kiranya,., ktawa ja la kmi satu hari.. ada ja benda lucu,, mang ba kn lucu lau saling mgutuk org ne.. ksian pn ada,, lucu pn ada... hahah then ada la ne clazmate ak sorang ne,,, kecik2 getek,,(padahal kecik lae ak dr dia) haha.. dia fell in love sma lecturer bi... astaga...haha... merah2 ba muka dia tym d olok..hahha..... btw, R n W jan kmu marah ar sma clazmate kmu yg cumil ne,,, nnt kna jual,, hahaha,,,, k bye.

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ne crita kmarin ne,,ndatau la knpa..mungkin gara2 tlmpau sakit hati, ak bjalan sndri p kk.. haha... seriously,,, never in my life, ak jalan sndri tnpa d temani org lain.. besa la kn.. nnt ak ckp gini2, org ckp kita tmbirang... that's life.. cara kita d bsarkan sungguh berlainan.. ada family yg sporting gilak.. ada yg strict gilak.. slama ak d bsarkn pla, jarang ak dpt kuar umah.. bukan jarang la,,, kluar bleh, tp syarat nya 2 byk., 2 la ak lbih rela dduk diam2 d bilik...lebih2 lae ak ne ank bgsu + berjantinakan perempuan... huhu.. kalau ak mau jalan p mna2, kompom d antar n di ambl tmpt yg sma d antar td.. nda pna seumur idupku nek bas...  2 la cm ak ckp kn... tym d poly ne bru ak blajar bdikari idup sndri,,, pndai sua ak nek bas... haha... tp nda pna la ak jln sndri,,tym2 kecewa n sakit hati ja ak tba2 pndai jalan sndri jalan kaki round 2 kk... masuk kmarin, kali ke 5 sua ak bgitu.. nasib la kn bgitu... drpd org lain, ada yg x pt kawal emosi, truz la mau bunuh diri.. zzz ak ja

i dun noe y but makin ari makin sya abaikan study sya.. study mang study tp kadang2 x  masuk otak pn.. otak ne pn 1..jajal btul..malaz mau trima info.. d mna lae projek.. proposal...huhu.. less than 1 month left for final year examination.. i need to change.. change change change... more study n less rest.. final sem suda ne.. God, please make me stronger than before..dont make me weak. i need ur help to guide me to the right path.. bless me in my study. take care of my parents while im not in labuan 2 accompany them. make them believe so that i can be trust to make them proud of me soon. Amin. syg, help me... marah n marah n marah la sya if sya x study... tegur , tegur n tegur la sya if malaz sya dtg.. everyday.. please..

hola! sblum cleep, ak mau cer dlu d blog ne.,, bosan kn tda cer mau d crita d blog..huhu.. td ada seminar muet. best jua la... boleh la... x jua tlmpau best.. haha... cmna mau cakap ar sal muet ne,... mau cakap susah, bahaya juga,,, mau ckp senang, d bilang tembirang.. lau cm 2, masing2 punya opinion la kn.. bg ak, muet ne sng d faam tp jawapnya yg susah,,sungguh mengelirukan dan menakutkan..haha.. pling ak takut paper essay... OMG! suda la my grammar x kuat.. abiz2... tiapalah,, x salah mencuba...dpt band 4, kira ok la 2 kn...pa gna subjek BI aku time upsr pmr spm, sem 1 smpai sem 5 dpt grade A klu muet d kasi gagal n di sia2 kan.  tp penceramah 2 menjanjikan rm1000 kpd sesiapa yg mendapat band 6 dlm muet.. wow..duit ba 2.. byknya... tp agak mustahil la kn untuk ak dpt band 6... penceramah 2 brani2 syak kasi taruh rm 1000 coz dia tau, jarang org dpt band 6...pling2 band 5...dia sndri cerita td... haha... ari ne... ermm.. AKU HAPPY.... haha 2 ja ayat power ak bleh bgtau... :p k l

huhu  hancur test kdb  1 ak...astaga.... terlanjur ak tdur smlm..btrep syak mau bgn tym subuh tp x juga pndai bangun biar alarm d hp 2 berteriak membebel suda byk kali.... damn 100x! nda pa...dpt jwb jua ckit..tp x complete...... :(  x pa la... salah ak jga.. x bsedia dr awal... ok... tggu syak final bru buktikan... cer best ari ne... clazmate ku yg sungguhh tidak pndai malu ne, cerita sal kebesaran susu ppuan...hahaha pnya buduh... cmna juga kn... 21taun suda..kami d haruskan open minded..haha tp jan lebih2 ok... :p  so, drg ne tnya2 la saiz apa yg ada... kmi pn bgtau la sebagaimana pengetahuan kmi yg sedia ada.. haha...ok end of story..jijik sungguh.. haha then suddenly i got 2 know something that i dont know before this.. i felt amaze..damn u fren..rupanya before this kmu ada cerita yg bahaya utk d ketahui.. x pa la... secret la 2..story lama jua kn..past is past org bilang..huhu... jan lupa solat jumaat ok... jan buat ndatau yg diri seorang muslimat.. :) ok fellas...get re

matiiiiiiilaaahhhh..... ak blajar..lgsung nda masuk otak,,haha,.,ndapa ,,skrg tdur dlu... subuh bangun bru fresh tuk study... harap2 la..tbuka la ati miss anne bg soalan macaulay yg senang... amiinnnnn.... oiii..tdurrrr...... gudnite fellas!

so, today is thursday. guess what? cam besa la..stiap hari khamis , klaz full from 8am - 4pm.. office hour babe ! haha (ketawa saitan) zzz... awal pagi lae klaz di mulakan dgn bismillah.. eseh... wahai cik bby, lama lagi bru anda mualaf ok.. haha kalau la jodoh ku dgn c 'dia' kan.. :p pagi2 lae klaz start dgn subjek termo.. byk2 subjek sem ne, thermodynamic is my favourite subject.   why? bcoz, byk2 subjek sem ne, subjek termo ne ja yg masuk d kepala otak aku..hahahahaha *ktawa penjahak. :p  moment pling lucu, bila clazmate ak c Arpah ne tergelincir. licin kaliah lantai d klaz atu...hahahah... direct ba ktawa semua...funny ok,,sorry en.arpah, lucu ba... :p truz la pnsyarah termo c sir jahari ckp " apa yg special dgn c anne ari ne smpai c arpah bleh tjatuh" haha damn..pliz deh,,, mentang2 dia tjatuh tepat2 d dpn ku truz la d ckp bgitu...maka lantai yg licin bru c arpah bgayak2 jua d citu men licin2 smpai terbabas... hahahahahha bla klaz maths, kuiz,, i hate chapte

If ur girlfriend is pretty n a lot of guys want her, that's another reason to treat her right. At least u got what they can't have. ( Jika teman wanita anda cantik & ramai lelaki mahukannya, itu adalah salah satu sebab untuk kmu jaga dia dgn baik. sekurang2nya kmu memiliki apa yg org lain x ada) A jealous girlfriend, is a faithful girlfriend. If she doesn't get jealous when someone has ur attention, then someone else have her. ( Teman wanita yang kuat cemburu adalah teman wanita yang setia. Sekiranya dia x cemburu bila seseorang dapatkan perhatian anda, yakinlah dia mempunyai orang lain) If a girl stupid enough to love u after u broke her heart, u must b guarantee, She is the one. ( Jika seseorang perempuan terlalu bodoh untuk menerima cinta kamu balik selepas kamu sakiti dia, yakinlah. Dia satu2nya untuk kamu)

its kinda fucked up isn't it?  how all of sudden, someone just wakes up n decides 2 never talk 2 u again . No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave u hanging like u never meant shit 2 them. n what hurts d most is how they made it look so easy.

lucu pn ada juga. cian pn ada juga. so, berhati2 la d jalan raya :) satu syak nyawa kita ne sang.. last but not least, mat ari raya ^^

Be good to me, then i'll be much2 good 2 u.. Be bad to me, it's ok.. i can be more bad than u can imagine.  sory. im juz a lil bit sensitive. but dont worry, i wont hate u.. give me some time, then i'll accept u the way u are. :)

Guys, u can't go around being all nice & friendly & flirting with other girls when u are CLEARLY WITH SOMEONE ELSE . it's misleading, it's frustrating and IT'S NOT FAIR.

i really need to FUCK on my last sem..   F okus U ntuk C apai K ejayaan.. :)

God, Grant me the serenity to accept stupid people the way they are,  courage to maintain my self control and wisdom to know that if i act on it, i will go to jail. ( Tuhan, kurniakanlah ketenangan pada hamba mu ini untuk menerima orang2 yg tidak baik pada saya apa adanya, keberanian untuk mengawal diri ini kerana jika saya bertindak, saya akan masuk penjara ) amiiinnnnnn.

once u've been hurt, u're so scared to get attached again. u have fear that every person is going to break ur heart. care 2 little, u'll lose them...care 2 much, u'll get hurt... isnt it ironic that in life the person who brings out the best in u n make u strong, is actually ur weakness?..huhu ... shopping project things with my group diz afternoon at inanam. then taking pictures with my clazmate made me felt so tired.huhu i dont even understand a single things about this strength materials subject. its ok, still early. few more chapter 2 go.mayb d others will b much easier than d chapter 1. whatever happened before, hope it will be better after this... " AUGUST, please be good 2 me "

u know what... over this few days, i really miss u.. i dont know what kind of feeling that i've been through.. but, yaa,,, i miss u.. im always thinking bout u every night.. then, i tried 2 push u away from my mind but i cant.. u stick on my mind like u gonna make me crazy. it hurts me so much.......

bla bla bla bla... dr smlam lae nda tenang ati ku..ndatau la npa... ada ja yg ku pkir... masa depanku.. bakal jodohku.. pa jadi ak nnt... byk la... cm rsa makin matang pla bpikiran gitu,,,haha,,, nda pna matang pn kaliah.. bosan gilak idup study ne,,,yg ku pkir skrg mau keja ja,,byr utang ptptn...haha,,, ke situ pla joo... tym dpt cm free ja kn pt 2..padahal utang smpai ujung dunia,,haha... hmm..ndatau la...mungkin ne la d katakan proses pematangan.. o ya..bru pla ak tau.... spa2 yg umur suda ckup 21 2, sila la p mndaftar mengundi utk dpt rm 1000... sabah n sarawak ja k.... hoho..... oppsss.. patutnya ak cri job advertisement ba ne,,, miss english suru cari utk assignment.... ispiking lae sok dua jam... oh my english ! hahaha.. daaa.......~~

hola... :) td pagi bru ja cek result..thanx God, 4 flat lae d tgn... ^_______^ happy gilak... x sia2 usaha blajar... pastu,,beban ak gara2 tym sem2 pnya kez yg bikin slack pn abiz suda... beban apa? ada la... paam2 syak,,hahahah  x sabar mau menempuhi final sem... mau kluar cpt2 dr poly ne... mau kraja,,bosan blajar truz,,nda sabar mau rasa duit sndri... hope perjalanan ku d mudahkan... :) yg suda dpt result baik 2, congrates ar,,yg nda, its ok,,,panjang lae ba umur tuk mencuba...hoho... have a nice day,daa!  ; D

Kalau perempuan tidak boleh memasak, dikutuk dan disuruh belajar. Kalau lelaki tak boleh jadi imam kita kata okay saja. Jangan diperbesarkan nanti mereka terasa hati. "Apalah perempuan, tak pandai masak siapa nak kahwin dengan awak!" Begitulah kata rakan sejawat lelaki pada seorang anak dara, juga rakan sejawat kami. Maka jawaplah si gadis ayu itu yang dia tidak sempat belajar memasak sebab dari kecil tidak digalakkan keluarga sebaliknya di suruh menumpukan perhatian pada pelajaran saja. Setelah tinggal di asrama, peluang pulang ke rumah terhad dan tidak sempat turun ke dapur membantu ibunya. ''Habis sekarang kenapa tidak belajar?" Tanya sang lelaki lagi dengan penuh semangat. ''Sedang belajarlah ni tetapi selain sibuk dengan kerjaya saya juga sibuk belajar agama, jadi belajar memasak tetap tidak diutamakan!" Begitu jawab si gadis yang membuatkan lelaki tadi menggeleng-geleng kepala. Baginya tidak sempurna seorang wanita jika tidak ta

dont ever mistake my silence for ignorance, my calmness for acceptance or my kindness for weakness.

Lelaki, jangan terlalu bangga apabila anda berjaya tiduri ramai wanita, kerana binatang juga banyak yang tidak mengawan dengan satu pasangan sahaja. - kiranya lelaki jenis ni.. sama macam binatang jugak la.. kan..:) credit 2 ajay.

haha basic la wa ne kn... if ppuan x pndai jelez, then something is happen. maybe she dont like u, n maybe she got someone else. stiap org pna rsa jua kn.so, jan pertikaikan cemburu seseorang :) it's d other way 2 show that she cares u more than anyone else.  p/s :: jelez aku jeniz tahap gaban bila bkaitan dgn relationship aku. so, girlz out there, think n decide well before kmurang mnyibuk dlm relationship aku such as going out with him, sms or calling kecuali perkara penting. not important stuff, dont dare 2 break my rules coz 'makdal' ku lain ckit. kcuali if i know u better.harap memahami.when u found d right person in ur life, then u'll know. :) :: DONT MESS WITH WHAT'S MINE ::

Letting go of someone u love is like putting ur favourite toy in d donation box. u will miss it but u know someone deserves it more. u just have 2 hold ur head up high, try not 2 cry & say goodbye. coz God will not give u what u want. God will help u what u need. crying won't make them come back. Saying i don't care doesnt stop u from caring & holding it all doesnt make u stronger. p/s 4 those who r in hurt.losing one of ur family members, friends, wife, husband....

miahaha.. skrg sya d lbuan.. cuti kn...jd mulih la ke tmpt sndri.. :p o ya...td my cuzzy kc tinguk2 photoshoot drg..seeemmmmaaaarrrttt gilaaaa... i like... dats y i can't wait 4 my turn... ;) hencik kuyus..nice 1 babe..nnt ta buat bgini ar.. gmbar tuk enjoy2 syak..hahahahah...pakej murah seja ba..rm2800 ++... sabar2...byk lae masa.. :p p/s credit 2 my cuzzy n d photo shooter..

ada ku kesah ko crita suma 2?? haha.. suka mu la mau buat apa dgn idup mu.. langsung 100% tda kaitan dgn ak pn..yg ku tau, pa2 kesalahan mu dgn ak, tolong tebus dgn cara yg baguz... ok? btw, ati2 syak la ya dgn jalan crita hidup mu.. karma sentiasa menanti.. bala sentiasa datang.. toodlez ! :)

hye peepz,, :)  bru balik dr mcD sejam yg lalu,,haha..sejam yg lalu ar.. ermm.mau membebel ja ak ne mlm,, manusia ne kan kadang2 nda pndai bsyukur.. nda pndai bsyukur dgn kawan sndri yg slalu tulung drg d mana ada trouble. stakat pinjam barangnya, doiii... cm syak haram ba d pnjam... bukannya nda d balaz baik pn tym pnjam brg nya... cm syak kt pnjam free..huhu.. tapppiiiii... lau kawan2 nya pengambur @ trep pnya org, meminjam brgnya...doiiiii... diam syak dia..makdal dlm ati...takut kali kn d cakap2.. lau pkirkn balik, byk lae hutangnya kaliah arah urg yg meminjam brgnya 2.. bukan jua mengungkit la..tp...agak2 la fren,,, mustahil jua kita ani nda dpt beza kan spa yg baik n spa yg nda.. nda jua urg yg minjam atu kn berkira arah mu lai..  owh ya...paling ku malaz kan,, sudah la group yg smuanya trep,,pengambur..kuang ajar sgala,,,drg2 juga la yg sibuk meng post sal agama2.. len jua talaman muka atu..labih2 tah plang..jauh panggang dr api..haha,,ndatau lae pa mau d cakap,,,arap2

i have respect for those guys who can stick to their girl. a BOY make his girl jealous of other beautiful girls. a GENTLEMAN makes other beautiful girls jealous of his girl. u never realize u lost something good until u see somebody else enjoying it. u cant find ur next when u're too busy looking 4 ur ex.

just because somebody flirts with u, doesnt mean they like u.. just because somebody like u, doesnt mean they wanna go out with u.. just because they wanna go out with u, doesnt mean they love u.. just because somebody loves u, doesnt mean they wont hurt u.. because people lie, things change, partner cheat, and bestfriend ditch.. and there will always gonna be those people who would kill u to see u fall.. 

Holding hands symbolized inseparable hearts. It’s the perfect scenery when two hearts meet together at one point. I just love the feeling of being held by the person I love. I love knowing that he would be there for me and protect me from every little thing that harms my mind. I love the feeling of being accepted by someone and being loved even more than what you give. I love the feeling of being special to someone. I love the feeling of grasping someone’s hand and knowing that none of you would let go. I love the feeling of being close together and being locked and sealed by each other’s hand. I just love holding his hand wherever I go, proudly saying that he’s not just someone, he’s everything to me. :)

hye guys..ari ne ak happy sgt pas cek result coz syukur ak lepas smua n pointer pn still kekal kepala 3..paling ku rsau slama ne pointer ku jatuh p kepala 2 coz ak mau smbung U kn...mana bleh bwah kpala 3..pa2 pn congrates tuk smua stud polikk ya...yg kurang bernasib bek 2, cuba lagi...masi ada harapan kn.. :) hmm...my grandma sakit tenat skrg...so kmi sekeluarga serata dunia balik ke labuan mggu ne...who knows what happen next kn..hope mamang tda pa2 n cpt sembuh... lagi satu....ffuuuuuuccckkkkkkkkking damn btul!  file yg dipenuhi sijil2 dan surat lahir serta barang2 penting hilang...bikin ilang smgt..suda la mau d guna barang 2...ak pn ndatau la cmna leh ilang...tkkan ada kaki kn file 2 lari dr umah..hmm... tpksa la buat laporan poliz sal kehilangan n cri org "pandai" kaliah..huhuhuhuhuhu...sabar2..

ada yg cantik namanya,,,ada yg pelik..dan ada yang tda2 ne..haha :) AISHAH - ARMAND AZHARI & AZHAD AHLAMI ZIANA ZAIN - MUHAMMAD AIMAN & MUHAMMAD AMMAR FAUZIAH LATIFF - JEFFREY JOAQIUM INDOT & JEREMY JAY INDOT ZIELA JALIL - PUTERI JULIA NABILAH & MEGAT JUFRI NASRULLAH ABBY ABADI - MOHAMED DANISH HAKIM & MARISSA DANIA HAKIM AZNIL NAWAWI - FILDZA HAIFA(FIFI) & FARIQ HAIZEN(RIKI) AMY SEARCH - NABILA HUDA, IRISHA MYRA(SHASHA), ALEXANDER ZULKARNAIN & SANIA SAMARA ACHIK SPIN - PUTERI RANIA, PUTERI NUR SAYYIA, PUTERI NUR SUMMAYA AMENG SPRING & A.AIDA - WAN AZ ALEESA & WAN EVA NATASHA ANNE NGASRI - MUHAMMAD WARITS AMY MASTURA - ADRIANNA & ADALIA AC MIZAL & EMYLIA ROSNAIDA - MUHAMMAD REEVE DAMIEN BAGGIO - ADLINA ASRYYA & MUHAMMAD DANISH RAMADHAN ARNI NAZIRA & AWIE - PUTERI ALEEYA ANTASHA & PUTERI ALEEFA ANTASHA DIDIE ALIAS & RIDZUAN HASHIM - NUR DANIA, MUHAMMAD DANIEL, NUR DINIE & NUR DIANA ESMA DANIEL - HARITH DANIEL, HABIB DANIE

yeezzaaa....hari ne ari ptama ak keja...bukan keja apa..part time ja slama dua bulan ne...drpd tda buat pa2 kn...paling ku harap, benda ne tidak mengganggu study aku...& hope ak dapat manage waktu ak study n keja dgn betul..huhu... pa mau cakap ar,.,, o ya..penat gilak! haha...hmm..sgt penat walaupn aku hanya kerja slama 5 jam..susa ba keja ne,,,tba2  ja ak tpikir masa dpn aku nnt cmna...tp tiapalah..org bilang timba pengalaman dulu..nnt suda biasa, kurang2 suda penatnya 2 kn,.,hehe... bos2 semuanya baik2 belaka,,,bos bsar ndatau la coz tda pla dia ne ari,,(nasib baik)... then senior2 guide kami n u know what,,,snior ak 2 bru lepasan spm..haha...tpksa la drg mengajar kakak2 baru drg ne...tp small d pieces ja wa,,bukan susa mau handle td,.,hehe,knalan pn rmai n kebanyakkannya student la...poli n ntah pa 2,,lpa aku... paling buduh aku rasa time ak p tndas td.,.boleh2 nya ak tertinggal BB fon ak d tndas,,astaga,,suda la fon c bos bsar ku..mati ak joe d marah gara2 mengasi ilang hp c

Noon peepz! hari ne ak mau p jalan2 buang boring buang strez final...tp sambil2 2 ak mau cari part time tym cuti2 ne...drpd kita besarkan perut ja baguz cari keja kn...dpt jua hasil..nda jua kt trlalu mgharap dgn parents kakak2 abg2 skalian...huhu...bukan apa...pnat jua ba lau malar mnta duit ne...sedangkn kita penat, pa lagi tanggungan kita kn,,sakit kpala ba drg 2 cmna mau mncari duit...len la lau org kaya kn...biar la ko sana gaji oil n gas blas ribu,,,tp lau byk mau d tanggung sakit kpala juga 2...duit ne bukan sng cari kn...mau keja kraz lu bru dpt,,cm student la kn,,,,keja keraz lu mncari ayat mau mnta duit sma parents..haha...lau yg bsugar dady 2, yg gigolo 2,,,yg suka mengikis duit cewek or cowok..sng la crita kn..bukan apa,,atleast cari la duit dgn cara yg bguz ,,dr ambil kesempatan ja...nda tenang idup joo.. hehe...pengalaman pn ada...so nnt bila graduate suda,senang suda cari keja...keyakinan suda ada,,pakej cukup..ok,,juz go on..hoho... at last but not least, happy holiday

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hye peepz....long time no c,,,, c kunun...hoho...lama sua kn ak nda blogging..besa la,, mem'bz kan diri..lae pn penat ba mau cer d blog ne...mau mengingat,pastu mau menaip...dua kali kerja,,haha...tp pa2 pun, blog jua la paling manang tuk dapatkan sumber inspirasi.. o ya...right now im having my final examination...huhuhu..cm besa la kn..bg student2 poly kk, pressure skrg ne adalah sangat tinggi teutamanya badge aku, mekanikal..zzz..mggu ne paper plant engineering,kdb & maths 3..sngt2 la x best...bosan soalan2 dia..hahaha (padahal blank sebentar jua tym jawab soalan) basic la wa 2 kn lama2 bfikir..haha.. ari tu yg best. kami 6 org housemate bgabung study engineering maths smpai jam 4 pagi memandangkn cuma budak engineering ja tggal d umah coz budak bussines jd ninja d kamsiz(ooopppzzz,,hehe)...keadaan waktu 2 memang nmpak sgt bz n kami ke hulu hilir menanya dan d tnya...study group mang byk kelebihan kn...mana yg kita x tau,ada kawan lain lae yg kt bleh mnta tnjuk ajar..tp ada

Babe... “aku dan dia sudah putus…” “kenapa babe?” "aku sudah buat keputusan" “kau pasti dengan keputusan kau.kau x kesiankan dia? dia sayang kau…” “kesian la jugak. tapi bila aku fikir balik. lagi kesian kalau aku teruskan. aku dah x mampu…” “buatlah apa yang kau rasa terbaik….” “aku geram. dia tipu aku. lepas 5 bulan baru aku tahu…” “kenapa? apa yang dah jadi…?” “dia ada ramai perempuan belakang aku. dia tipu aku.aku rasa sakit. terlalu sakit…” “kenapa kau sakit. kan perasaan kau sudah buat keputusan” “entah. mungkin rasa dikhianati. x dihargai.mungkin kalau aku terus sayang dia. aku alpa.separuh mati aku terluka. “lupakanlah. jangan bebankan hati fikiran diri kau dengan benda tu lepas ni…tidurlah lambat sudah ni…” . beberapa bulan kemudian “Aku selalu tertanya-tanya kenapa perasaan aku pada dia boleh hilang. Sekelip mata.” “kau ada jawapan?” ada.senang ja..(senyum) “apa dia?” “bila aku pandang semua benda yang jadi tu ada hikmah.aku mu